Kody Brown Reveals “Heartbreaking” Means He Misplaced His Virginity

Kody Brown simply spilled some scalding sizzling, sexual tea.

About himself.

On the newest episode of Sister Wives, other than asking Robyn Brown to be his solely spouse, the daddy of 17 obtained extra candid and extra private than standard.

Kody Brown simply doesn’t look like a really good man. (TLC)

“You want to know the craziest thing?” the 55-year previous requested viewers throughout the January 5 installment of the TLC program. “I had a lover in college, and it was a little tryst.”

What made this an enormous and even a troubling deal?

“I had a relationship in college where I lost my virginity,” Kody continued, describing himself as a “a naughty boy based on my faith” and including:

“It was devastating to me. It was heartbreaking.”

Kody Brown seems to be in misery right here. (TLC)

Kody, in fact, was raised as a conservative Mormon, which led him to ultimately stay a polygamous existence — till, that’s, Christine, Janelle and Meri ALL walked away from the truth star.

On this newest confessional, nevertheless, Brown defined that “purity” was “everything” in his childhood church, that means that intercourse out of wedlock actually messed along with his psyche.

“It’s like you’re working your way back for it,” he advised the cameras, emphasizing as soon as once more: “It is devastating.”

Kody additionally mentioned on this episode that “nobody knew” about his faculty hookup aside from first partner Meri Brown and fourth spouse Robyn Brown.

Kody Brown sits down right here for a confessional on Sister Wives. (TLC)

“It was really because I don’t believe I ever got intimate enough with Christine and Janelle to tell them,” Kody went on, noting that Robyn discovered about his previous throughout the “first month we knew each other.”

Brown added that he by no means “felt safe” opening as much as Christine or Janelle.

Kody’s admission on Sunday night time got here amid a dramatic dialog between himself and his remaining spouse, throughout which Robyn lamented the lack of the household’s plural life-style.

“It’s just, I always thought we would be like those other plural families,” Robyn mentioned on air. “Where they finally got it figured out and they got over whatever the issues and stuff and found their friendship and found their peace.”

Kody sits down right here with Robyn on Season 19 of Sister Wives. (TLC)

Kody, for his half, believes this concept to be an unachievable fantasy.

“I wish I believed that,” he advised Robyn. “I don’t think I’ve seen it anywhere. They’re all working out their stuff still till they’re dead. It’s not fun.”

Kody concluded by way of confessional that he didn’t count on to be on this place, both.

“It’s a weird place to be where I’m in monogamous now,” the TLC persona mirrored. “Not out of some form of selection, so to talk, however out of a consummate failure in marriage relationships. I’ve had three ladies who’ve determined I’m not value it.

“I don’t want Robyn to see me as a worthless. Am I really kind of just not worth it?”